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You already know I can't be with you Cause I'm caught on someone else Believe me when I say that I got issues You're better off alone, all by yourself He keeps beggin' me to stay You keep sayin it's okay I know I'll be better off If I stay in your bed tonight He's gonna be in my head tonight I'll be sitting thinking over every word you said He said I was his future wife You showed me I was yours tonight He'll be sitting thinking over every word he said While I'm with you instead I try to pull away you pull me closer Why am I afraid to let him go All this love made me bipolar But helped me see what I don't know He keeps beggin' me to say You and I are just a phase But I know I'll be better off If I stay in your bed tonight He's gonna be in my head tonight I'll be sitting thinking over every word you said He said I was his future wife You showed me I was yours tonight He'll be sitting thinking over every word he said While I'm with you instead Instead, instead, with you instead Instead, instead, while I'm with you While I'm with you yeah Hold me, hold me Help me forget my lonely Hold me, hold me Help me forget my lonely nights Where I was thinking twice Wasting all this time I think I finally got it right Cause ima be your bed tonight He won't be in my head tonight I'll be sitting, loving every single word you said Now, I'm with you instead