Schadenfreude- Narcissists & Pricks

Here's what I do

When I, and if I, ever lose

My lover let me cry between her thighs

So I declare bankruptcy every night

Losing, I'm ready to

I follow through

I'm infamously cruelly shrewd

And no one wins, no one goes alive

Heaven's fleeting and here the rest is eternal

Her flood was big enough to wash my eyes clean

The rock crackles settle on my eyes lid

It's hazy when I look on

Walking down high street

I bathe in her sea

I bath and I see

Maybe I have schadenfreude

May be

It gets harder not to laugh at avoidable failings

Maybe I have schadenfreude, may be

But I ain't no Narcissist

I ain't no sadistic prick

For a moment we have it all

For a moment there I burnt it all

But the cross crushes my soft soul

My rotten feet for their wrathen law

I say the most horrible things

Trying to be romantic and shit

Picture it, a cinema screen

A fantasy reel

I've got talent for making simple into outlandish things

Simplicity may be the most sophistication

And maybe I have schadenfreude, maybe

It gets harder to not laugh at avoidable feelings

Maybe I have schadenfreude, maybe

But I ain't no Narcissist

I ain't no sadistic prick

Her flood was big enough to wash my eyes clean

I bathe in her sea

I bath and I see

Picture it, a cinema screen

A fantasy reel