Rumination

Something's wrong but I can't tell

Is it screaming down a well

To wonder what went wrong

Or is it just eternal hell to sentence myself to a life

Where these thoughts go on and on and on and on

Missing things that aren't near wishing I could just think clear

I'm losing sleep because this thing

Everyone's forgot but me

Unable to reverse it all because life goes on and on and on and on

Paintings on the wall

Why won't they fall?

Pictures on the screen

Won't stop haunting me

Complain by default

When things were my fault

Made mistakes that I'm not fond of

Life keeps going I can't change 'em

Wish I'd had another go

But as always I'm too slow

Worried this torturous fantasy dreaming will go on and on and on and on

New paintings being framed today

Ones I love and ones I hate

Still hang on the wall

And I can't do a thing at all

I try to paint over the canvas but it's not

Gone and on and on and on and on

Paintings on the wall

Why won't they fall?

Pictures on the screen

Won't stop haunting me

Paintings on the wall

Why won't they fall?

Pictures on the screen

Won't stop haunting me

Complain by default

When things were my fault