Comfortable

I'm stuck in all that I'm used to And I shouldn't stay, but I choose to I fail my heart every time I give in I, I'm a slave to the memories And I play it safe, so I never leave Oh, it's day after day I just dance with the pain They say I'm more than the scars on my back But all of my demons, keep holding me back Right into that open door Somewhere that I've been before Can't seem to get no rest Trying to escape myself I guess I must confess I'm comfortable in this mess Better the ache I know I'm scared of the fate I don't Just like a hand to hold (like a hand) At least I'm not alone Pride lays the rules that I choose to abide Latching on, tempting me to the high Though it's flawed by design, I give in War in my veins, can't get away Self-medicate, oh, Lord Thoughts in my brain are never sane I'm never in control Running through that open door Somewhere that I been before Can't seem to get no peace of mind All these feelings never fade And the pain won't go away And it haunts me that nobody's gonna save me They say I'm more than the scars on my back But all of my demons keep holding me back Right into that open door Somewhere that I've been before Can't seem to get no rest Trying to escape myself (oh, whoa) I guess I must confess I'm comfortable in this mess (in this mess) Better the ache I know I'm scared of the fate I don't Just like a hand to hold (to hold) At least I'm not alone