Everything At Once

I can't cry, I'm too anxious Restless mind, I can't shake this Said I'm fine, but we both know I'm fakin' I'm not feeling numb I'm just feeling everything at once Hate when you ask how I'm doin' I know that you're just assumin' I'm better now, not bleeding out Get outta bed on a good day Lately that's all I can do, hey I go through hell to hide myself I think about new ways to hurt me But don't want my mother to see It's not that I feel undeserving Just blame it on the chemistry That's why I can't cry, I'm too anxious Restless mind, I can't shake this Said I'm fine, but we both know I'm fakin' I'm not feeling numb I'm just feeling everything at once Oh-oh, oh-oh I'm just feeling everything at once Oh-oh, oh-oh I'm just feeling everything Whatever I do, I can't slow down Please, don't leave me alone now 'Cause when I stop, my demons talk I'm comin' off apathetic I play it off like it's anesthetic Clearly I care too much, but I'm foolin' everyone Oh, I think about new ways to hurt me But don't want my mother to see It's not that I feel undeserving Just blame it on the chemistry That's why I can't cry, I'm too anxious Restless mind, I can't shake this Said I'm fine, but we both know I'm faking I'm not feeling numb I'm just feeling everything at once (Once) Oh-oh, oh-oh I'm just feeling everything at once Oh-oh, oh-oh I'm just feeling everything at once Oh-oh, oh-oh I'm just feeling everything at once Oh-oh, oh-oh I'm just feeling everything at once