numb

I see a man in the mirror I see a blurred out figure I used to look so different I guess that time is a killer, huh? I've seen a saint turn sinner I've seen a man get bitter Once or twice How could this have happened? I'm feelin' abandoned I'm breakin' up, but I'm done with thinkin' about it But my heart won't allow it I'd rather be numb I'd rather be numb To all the pain that has found me 'Cause it's all around me I'd rather be numb I'd rather be numb Numb, numb I feel the walls gettin' thicker While my strengths' gettin' thinner Ooh, I've never been a quitter Or ever want to give up, nah But now I'm runnin' like a river I'm runnin' like a river, yeah Yeah, 'cause I'm done with thinkin' about it But my heart won't allow it I'd rather be numb I'd rather be numb To all the pain that has found me 'Cause it's all around me I'd rather be numb I'd rather be numb Numb, numb Won't somebody take this pain And make it all just go away? I don't care if I'm left with nothin' 'Cause every day repeats the same It's on my mind all over again, and I'm done with thinkin' about it But my heart won't allow it (oh, oh-oh) I'd rather be numb (whoa) I'd rather be numb To all the pain that has found me 'Cause it's all around me I'd rather be numb (numb) I'd rather be numb I'd rather be numb Ooh, I wish I was numb I wish I was, I Wish I was numb