Leader

I didn't mean to be the fuel in your fire At least I'm keeping you warm in my arms You always come to me, come to me crying I can't sit on the sideline anymore But I'm honored, you think I'm stronger than I am You paint me as your leader, even when it's washed away Even when I say I need you, when I say I'm not okay Guess I'll only be your leader every single day It's a burden that I'm bleeding, so I'll cover it in paint (ooh) It's not mutual this love, 'cause I'd do anything for ya But I'm selfish if I'm helpless on the floor Can't do this anymore, can't be your leader I'm problematic, I'm in trouble again Mess with my friends and I'm gonna have to face you But if by magic I'm on the other hand I'm always left alone, I know I'll be nameless But I'm honored, you think I'm stronger than I am 'Cause you paint me as your leader, even when it's washed away Even when I say I need you, when I say I'm not okay Guess I'll only be your leader every single day It's a burden that I'm bleeding, so I'll cover it in paint (ooh) It's not mutual this love, 'cause I'd do anything for you But I'm selfish if I'm helpless on the floor And I'm so damn close you know I see the door I hate to draw a blank on what I'm fighting for If only you can't phone me just a little bit more You were never ignored That I'm painted as your leader, even when it's washed away Even when I say I need you, when I say I'm not okay I'll only be your leader every single day It's a burden that I'm bleeding, so I'll cover it in paint (oh-oh) It's not mutual this love, 'cause I'd do anything for you But I'm selfish, if I'm helpless on the floor Can't do this anymore, can't be your leader Can't be your leader