It’s Not Easy

If this isn't real If this isn't real Then what is? (I don't know!) If this isn't love If this isn't life Then what do you want? And not what your mother Not what your lover Not what the others want What do you want? (I don't know!) (It's not easy for me) It's not easy for me No one said it'd be easy But I want every second of the bad and the good I want all of our days to be side by side And slide into yesterdays Right into memories Making a messy, beautiful life I just want all of you All of us Inside this house I built Until we're gone All you gotta do's Just walk back up these stairs Goodbye, Allie