The Joke Is On Me

I fought hard for my life Just to think about Taking it myself Thank god I'm alive So I can be here Miserable and traumatized I can't run from the past I've been wounded I relive it at night How is this my life It's kinda funny I survived Came back to life Sent me to therapy To dislocate my mind But all the talk about it Makes me wanna die The joke is on me I guess It's kinda funny I survived Came back to life Sent me to therapy To dislocate my mind But all the talk about it Makes me wanna die The joke is on me The joke is on me Ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha The joke is on me Ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha The joke is on me The joke is on me Brought me to the edge Testing out the limits Of a beating heart They left me for dead Already know the ending But I'm back to the start I can't run from the past I've been wounded I relive it at night How is this my life It's kinda funny I survived Came back to life Sent me to therapy To dislocate my mind But all the talk about it Makes me wanna die The joke is on me I guess It's kinda funny I survived Came back to life Sent me to therapy To dislocate my mind But all the talk about it Makes me wanna die The joke is on me The joke is on me Ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha Ha ha ha The joke is on me Ha ha ha ha Ha ha ha The joke is on me The joke is on me