Sometimes I wonder
If I could do better
In another future
Where we're not together
If I could time-jump and
Skip all the bad parts
Would I prefer it
Or is it your heart
That I really want?
Scared to death of being lonely
Never made it very long
I wonder what I really want
Scared to death to be alone
Used to know how, but I forgot
I understand now why
Good things fall apart
When you see the whole sky
Stop looking at just the stars
Cause I want a townhouse and
You want a homestead
All this time I thought
One of us would bend
What do I really want?
Scared to death of being lonely
Never made it very long
I wonder what I really want
Scared to death to be alone
Used to know how, but I forgot
But I love you, not for nothing
Can't think of you ever suffering
I dream of dying in your arms
How could a house tear that apart?
Sometimes I get to thinking
We should cut our losses
But then I start crying
And there's just no stopping
If you do end it
Make sure you sedate me
Get a script from my therapist
She knows I'm crazy
Do I really want?
Scared to death of being lonely
Never made it very long
I wonder what I really want
Scared to death to be alone
Used to know how, but I forgot
