Getting Older

I'm tired of people saying that they didn't know, ayy No one was there when I was all alone, yeah Everybody's telling me to let it go, ayy But it's not as simple as letting go, yeah I need a break but this isn't over It's getting worse as I'm getting older And I don't know what to do when I'm feeling broken These memories keep me from being open Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, I can't be open with you I feel likе walking on eggshells, keep playing it cool Come back a week latеr, more problems to view What did I do? Why can't I be me when I'm with you? Yeah, you can't let it go, that's an issue Look at me like you didn't know, that's my issue No, I don't need a tissue, I need a little bit of love 'Cause it's hard to hold me up when it all falls apart I'm tired of people saying that they didn't know, ayy No one was there when I was all alone, yeah Everybody's telling me to let it go, ayy But it's not as simple as letting go, yeah I need a break but this isn't over It's getting worse as I'm getting older And I don't know what to do when I'm feeling broken These memories keep me from being open Lately I've been so irritated I didn't know that I could hide it this well Everyone thinks I'm being patient But I'm a step away from drowning myself I stepped on your toes, oh, I'm sorry for that For breaking your heart, I miss hearing your laugh You tried to save me, I fought every step of the way Now you're gone and I'm spiralling back, yeah I drank too much, now I'm at this party, but you say have fun I want you to call me 'cause I'm way too lost Would you like an ID? I don't care what it cost I've been everywhere and back in this weather I think it will only get worse, no, it won't get better I'm bitter whether or not I survive Even I have the time to realise that I'm- I'm tired of people saying that they didn't know, ayy No one was there when I was all alone, yeah Everybody's telling me to let it go, ayy But it's not as simple as letting go, yeah I need a break but this isn't over It's getting worse as I'm getting older And I don't know what to do when I'm feeling broken These memories keep me from being open (From being open)