ignited

My world was on pause

It revolved around yours

You sent me to the moon

Now I'm down back to earth

Back in some dirt

Craving waters in the desert

Me crawling on my knees

Repeating history

Thought of infinity

That's what I thought we'd be

(To really love someone else)

Fear of intimacy

This one is on me

(I need to love me first)

Ignited

Spiritual epiphanies

Excited

For what's to come for me

Endless

Curiosity

To really love some else I need to love me first

Attracting the avoidant of the opposite sex

Instead of dating the man of my dreams

I'm dating my ex

Repeating the patterns

To blame it on them

But really I failed to set boundaries

And listening to friends

Oh, my spiritual guides blessed me with epiphanies

Got me looking at behaviors of my family

Thought it was the new generation, the modern dating scene

But I realized that apples don't fall far from the tree

Thought of infinity

That's what I thought we'd be

To really love someone else

Fear of intimacy

This one is on me

I need to love me first

Ignited

Spiritual epiphanies

Excited

For what's to come for me

Endless

Reality

To really love some else I need to love me first