My relief: ignoring everything
My disease: knowing that it won't fade
Entangled in branches of my own hate
And I will never break away from this
It haunts me forever: my see-through pain
It haunts me forever: not knowing why
I couldn't change the ending if I tried
I will fade away with time
I will never face everything that I hide
I've locked it away inside
I took a tiny seed
Gave it breath and life and watched it consume me
And I don't even question why
I just think I will change but that's another lie
It haunts me forever: my see-through pain
It haunts me forever: not knowing why
I couldn't change the ending if I tried
I will fade away with time
I will never face everything that I hide
I've locked it away inside
Ignoring everything knowing that it won't fade
Ignoring everything knowing that it won't fade
And I will never know the reason why
I couldn't change the ending if I tried
I will fade away with time
I will never face everything that I hide
I've locked it away inside
