Fester (feat. mitsu & wenszy)

Close my eyes

Try to forget about you tonight

Keep the cup always full so I'll never have thoughts i can fight

Oh it's not complicated

My eyes keep dilating

Snakes and earrings

I pack my cigs, and lighter and my pills for the day

I'm barely hanging on to the rope that I belayed

I've lost enough, so don't expect some time out my day

Keep pushing thru it but shit ain't work

All my meds are making me stupid

I’ll slip up once, smoke in my lungs

The way I cope’s inhuman

Relapse became a plan for every minor inconvenience

You'd understand if you took my stead

I'm getting tired of you keep coming back

But not in person, girl you’re festering inside of my head

See you in dreams at night, even when its bright

Thats why I'm drinking until I'm dead

I know you wish that I would take back all the words that I said

Can't stand the thought of you, my night is ruined, flooded with dread

So don’t say “you’re mine”, when you change your mind so often

might as well just leave me for dead

you could call it what you want, but i know you're not the one

tear me down until I'm numb, I'll just wait until you're done

I can see it in your eyes, love so fake under disguise

baby you know that I'm right, I'm right

you don't know me like i know you

I'm sick and tired of this damn ruse

you said you loved me, then why'd you hurt me?

I know it fondly, your words still

I'm getting tired of you keep coming back

But not in person, girl you’re festering inside of my head

See you in dreams at night, even when its bright

Thats why I'm drinking until I'm dead

I know you wish that I would take back all the words that I said

Can't stand the thought of you, my night is ruined, flooded with dread

So don’t say “you’re mine”, when you change your mind so often

might as well just leave me for dead