new song with Mel

I’m practicing every day

Feels like I have to try twice as hard

Just to make it half as far

As my friends who have cars

Or boyfriends who have cars

I am mesmerized by the way

You know just how to stand

Seems like you don’t have to plan

The way I have to plan

How I’m gonna stand

I am practicing what it’s like

I shamelessly romanticize

To live my everyday life

Anyone with two feet

In another part of my life

Wouldn’t that be nice?

And a heartbeat

What if it just ended?