Where to Begin (feat. AJ Perdomo)

Tired of lying awake at night

Til morning shows its face

With my picture perfect memory

Of all my worst mistakes

I drove all night to find my mind

But nothing seems to change

They say that time will make it right

But I am burning through my days

I drove all night to find my mind

I drove all night to find my mind

I drove all night to find my mind

I drove

And I know that something's got to change

Growing complacent with my one foot in the grave

I'm not unique in losing sleep

Over things that I could never control

But there's things that I can

And the days I'm letting slip

Are starting to take their toll

But I'm not ready to give it up

I feel the traces of the person I know I was

But I want more than just to re-enact

Retrace my steps

I want to learn from every aching consequence

I know the comfort in giving up

I never meant to build these walls

But they piled on

Until I covered up the sun

I started wearing my own skin

And making peace with who I've been

I think I'm finally ready to begin again

This war of mine will last for life but

I don't have to fight it on my own

And as the fog starts to lift

I'm staring out at the things I missed while I

Was lost in accomplishments

From the days when I didn't feel lost to this

But now I'm cautiously optimistic

I step towards the light and feel the distance

Between myself and who I was

When I said that weight could bury us