White Pills

I can't help it

I can't help but wake up in the middle of the night

To see if you're there

I can't fight the feeling of not seeing you in my sight

'Cause you're elsewhere, yeah

My mind's drifting

Can't constellate it, it's in the air

But you're not there

Forget it, I'ma draw your picture

In black and white

Need to tell myself again you're not in my life

The more I do, the less it helps

I'm stuck with myself

Well, I guess you're my ghost

The next thing that I know

A table full of white pills

Dreaming about you, still

And even now you're out there with someone else

I'm still lying on the same side of the bed

Next to nothing

Forget it, I'ma draw your picture

In black and white

Need to tell myself again you're not in my life

I don't wanna care

I gave into the fear

But maybe I am scared

To accept that you're not here

God knows I'm all attached

I'm devilish perhaps

Wandering and wondering

Why the pills aren't working?

Trust me, I want to

Try not to need you

So gone, can't come back

I'm lost without your map

To guide me back to reality

And let you go for good

Well, I guess you're my ghost

The next thing that I know

A table full of white pills

Dreaming about you, still

And even now you're out there with someone else

I'm still lying on the same side of the bed

Next to nothing

Well, I guess you're my ghost

The next thing that I know

A table full of white pills

Dreaming about you, still

And even now you're out there with someone else

I'm still lying on the same side of the bed

Next to nothing

Next to nothing

Next to nothing

Next to nothing