i dont want this to be my final song

Hello? We all miss you, we hope you're doing okay

The actions you did are not acceptable, but we forgive you, and we hope you're safe

We'll see you soon, okay? I promise

Look so fucking ugly need to change my face

Tell everyone I meet I'm a damn disgrace

Couldn't get the help I need, now I'm in this place

It's no one's fault but mine so please don't feel ashamed

I was way too young to be coerced that way

Never told anyone I said I'd take it to the grave

Right now since I'm older I'm a little more brave

But I can't undo the damage that's been done to my brain

Apologize all I want they won't hear a word I say

I think I got what's coming for me and I'm not even afraid