My Brother's Guest Bed

Now where's your beloved logic

When we're in love and yet here we are

Glad you're keeping yourself busy with projects

Even if they're called Julia

Now what, I'm supposed to put my life on hold

In case you magically evolve

But you're just out getting drunk with our friends

And it's kinda hard to watch from my brother's guest bed

Now I cover my eyelids in charcoal

'Cause I need hide somewhere

You dropped me out of the palm of your hand

and I died and I dyed my hair

Still remember the feeling of my house key in the lock

Sorting through old tenants' letters in front of the letterbox

Now the next time that I'm standing there is

When I through my key inside

I've been hanging on to it for months

It's the only thing left that ties me to you

Told you I can't put my life on hold

You said 'thats fine, then just let go'

But the worst thing is that you don't care

If I'm with or without you, I'm here or I'm there

I moved mountains to get close to you

You moved in your own way

I moved countries to get over you

While Julia's moved into our place

And now she's living the life that I led

And it's kinda hard to watch from my brother's guest bed

It's degrading to be loved when you begged

So I'll wait and I'll wait and I'll wait 'til I'm dead