Music Video
Music Video
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
CalenRaps
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Calen Harty
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Dillygotitbumpin
Producer
Lyrics
I'm done acting like I deserve more
Cuz back when I was dirt poor
Everything I'd wish for was everything I've worked for
Rode my own wave and stayed level like a surfboard
Angel on my shoulder killed the devil in a turf war
Following your word lord
I been letting God guide
Ever since the last time they locked me in a cop ride
When the fight comes from inside you can not hide
Remember you a titan
I'm reliant on my strong side
Life is like a movie and everybody a movie critic
But when you the one that's directing it
You view it different
I've always kept it musical was never moving Wicked
Cuz what can take years to get you can lose in minutes
I seen it happen I seen it happen I see it always
He still be screaming
I see his demons in empty hallways
A lot on my head since lil Calen with the bald fade
Try to act my best but maybe I ain't meant for Broadway
But imma make it put that on my madre
Above water like my road trips up the causeway
Old me with no focus and a lot of off days
Wouldn't recognize me now like I started cosplay
And I'm grateful that I changed
But I wouldn't change the past
Cuz there ain't no way to pay for what I gained
I learned patience through the pain
And when the praises never came I didn't fold
Now I'm going get this paper on these planes
Blood racing through my veins
Reminding me I'm alive
I never wanted to be someone that's just trying to survive
I'm trynna thrive
& If I hear they coming for my sack imma slide
Cuz I don't wanna die
& When I miss the function I be telling Marca why
Like til I come with something what's the point in coming by?
That's when she reply
Like it's something bout your pride
But ain't no running from what's coming from inside
Trust me I tried
And all it did was make it hurt more
Hard work made me worth more
Now they checking out the music & checking out at the merch store
Leaving the studio like stepping out of church doors
Following your word lord
I been letting God guide
Ever since the last time they locked me in a cop ride
When the fight come from inside you can not hide
Remember you a titan I'm reliant on my strong side
Written by: Calen Harty