House Party

Cheep wine, music that is playing but no one seems to like

I might, start to smoke only so I can maybe just take a break

Outside, without them questioning if I'm fine

Every party that I go to I

Find myself calculating overanalysing

Every move that I make

Every silence that doesn't break

Find myself

Stuck in a loop most of the time

I, I, I don't wanna fall behind

So I'll keep trying to act alright

And push through this cloud in my mind

I, I, I don't wanna fall behind

So I'll keep trying to act alright

And push through this cloud in my mind

Laughing in the kitchen

People in the living floor passed out drunk

I don't think I made the right call coming

Call coming in, my friends are wondering where I've been

Find myself calculating overanalysing

Every move that I make

Every silence that doesn't break

Find myself

Stuck in a loop most of the time

I, I, I dont wanna fall behind

So I'll keep trying to act alright

And push through this cloud in my mind

I, I, I dont wanna fall behind

So I'll keep trying to act alright

And push through this cloud in my mind

Find myself calculation over analyzing

Every move that I make every silence that doesn't brake

Find myself stuck in a loop most of the time

I, I, I don't wanna fall behind

So I'll keep trying to act alright

And push through this cloud in my mind

I, I, I don't wanna fall behind

So I'll keep trying to act alright

And push through this cloud in my mind

My mind, my mind, my mind

My oh mind, dara mmhh

Push through this cloud in my mind