gut feeling

Got laid off two months in

A job I thought was a perfect fit

And I left directionless

Made a long list to stay on track

Told myself I'm never going back

But it seems so out of reach

Maybe

The optimist in me

Only delayed reality

Someone give me reason

To believe in

Been staring at the ceiling fan too long

Getting ups been getting harder I know

It's a gut feeling that something betters coming along

But I don't know how long it's gonna take

All I can do is wait

Been standing on the sidelines

Watching as the whole world passes me by

While I'm stuck in phase one

It starts in chest, as I try breathing in

Now I'm in my head and now I'm spiralling

Cause its spread like wildfire

Maybe

The optimist in me

Ends up in casualty

Someone give me reason

To believe in

Been staring at the ceiling fan too long

Getting ups been getting harder I know

It's a gut feeling that something betters coming along

But I don't know how long it's gonna take

All I can do is wait

The clock keeps ticking and I'm feeling the pressure

All my past failures standing front and center

The clock keeps ticking and I'm feeling the pressure

All my past failures standing front and center

The clock keeps ticking and I'm feeling the pressure

All my past failures standing front and center

The clock keeps ticking and I'm feeling the pressure

All my past failures standing front and center

Someone give me reason

To believe in

Been staring at the ceiling fan too long

Getting ups been getting harder I know

It's a gut feeling that something betters coming along

But I don't know how long it's gonna take

All I can do is wait