Not Like You

You look straight through me I see no reflection You cut deep inside of me I stitch my own infections Grey is the sunshine that burns my skin Grey is your rush, I think you're empty within Fingernails cracked dried blood flows slow in this world, it's time to walk away Hey old friend it's been a long time I've been better, but thank you Tomorrow's yesterday, fades faster then gives way I've been better, but thank you I know that I'm not like you 'Cause I'm not like you I know that I'm not like you Lookin' through windows Trying to see you Haven't slept in two days I wanna be you Lookin' at pictures I see you smilin' You look so happy And I feel like dying I read your diary, your secret's now dead I cut your name deep, the ink is so red A black Sunday's lost as I clutch the cross, until I die our love is never lost Hey old friend it's been a long time I've been better, but thank you Tomorrow's yesterday, fades faster then gives way I've been better, but thank you I know that I'm not like you 'Cause I'm not like you I know that I'm not like you