Confession

This is my confession I tried so many times to oppress him Now I decided to explode and let my heart speak its ache Now I've done all my weak body can fulfil I leave it up to him, and still I know that my anxiousness and my truthfulness Can't be paid back with his love Can't be paid back with his love I leave it up to him, leave it up Still I know, that my feelings are for no use He's a player not yet ready to behave mature A man who makes a child still not able to see his future He's good in deceiving He's good for love torture Inspire of my contemplation I still can't get him captured A man I thought is just like Someone I could give myself to completely, no It's so painful to accept the fact that he's rejected me I've done so many things to make me believe life is possible without him Still I always console myself, I And I see the symptoms of my love (for him) on my skin He's a player not yet ready to behave mature A man who makes a child still not able to see his future He's good in deceiving He's good for love torture Inspire of my contemplation I still can't get him captured I tried to get him out, outta my head It worked out, I deceiving myself, forgot my dignity, he sucked away my happiness in learning new things and made me think I love someone else No it was self-defence so Do me no harm, please let me go Do me no harm, please let me fly Do me no harm, please let me fly... ah I gave him wings to let him fly I let him go so I could grow Now that I know this love is gone, I... I give him wings to let him fly He's a player not yet ready to behave mature A man who makes a child still not able to see his future He's good in deceiving He's good for love torture Inspire of my contemplation I still can't get him captured I gave him wings to let him fly I let him go so I could grow Now that I know this love is gone, I... I give him wings to let him fly