**** don't know strain, huh **** ain't have struggles, huh

**** don't know rain, huh **** ain't have puddles, huh

2021 when I was introduced to death I had my first dose of the pain

That damn cancer took my mother Ain't have nowhere else to go

It had me callin' up my brothers Lookin' for a place to kick it

All my goals went to the gutter Whole shit then blew up on me

I ain't even have no cover Had my heart broken in half

But still walked like I had muscles, huh I done been in dark places

Think my whole soul done split in two Blurry eyed up in the mirror thinkin

Who the fuck is you? Just gon' call a spade a spade

I was drinkin' through the proof And seein' everybody clubbin

Thinkin' I should follow suit Even at my lowest

I still was a family guy And I had tried to keep my people together

But it ain't feel right We was missin' one piece

And I was up through all nights Prayed I woke up from a dream

Like this can't be my life But I'm still here

Even though I wanted to quit My God had gave me a second chance

To get out by the pit So I rise

I put myself into some debt Now I realize

Them loans, it ain't the only thing that God can forgive

And I'm grateful for it I made it up, up outta my shit

And I don't know where to begin When I sit down and repent

So I lay it all out He gon' see what I'm about

Standing tall through all pain I can't do no more couch

**** just be brave, huh Fightin' through that struggle, huh

Keep your head in it Cause you got the Lord above you, huh

Make sure that you're grateful it can get took right from you

If you ever get that ball Just make sure you don't fumble huh

**** don't know strain **** ain't struggle, man

**** ain't have puddles