I've been lying

I've been lying

I've been trying and trying and fighting and fighting and trying and fighting and fighting

I can't lie I'm trying

I've been trying and trying to get my head right but it can't seem to get right I can't get it right

It's just sometime, sometime

Sometime, sometimes it's just sometimes. sometimes

Sometime, sometimes you abuse my love

Been abusing my drugs

And you all can't tell me how to live my life

You can't even tell me how or why

I can't lie I've been living loosely

Trying not to lose me

I was winning while I'm losing

Feeling confusion

Caught in this illusion

Feel like every time they get my love in they hands they abuse it

I've been getting through it

Didn't think you'd do that

But then you go and do that

I done start a brand and start a label put my bros on it's a movement but it feel like some don't do the same

The ones I started with they couldn't remain

Look in the mirror I'm the one I can blame

How much it take for your gang to maintain?

It turns out you pretended that we'll never change

But you changed

Like a hundred as soon as break it lor **** you changed

Then she was gone (Yeah)

I'm up in flames

Put compression against my depression and stayed in my lane

I've been lying

I've been trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying and trying

I kept trying

But sometimes when I'm trying and fighting with life I start fighting even though it ain't right

And you think I'm doing this shit for myself but you lying

I'm doing this shit for my health; keep from dying

Some people do it for self they ain't righteous

Myself I'm reliant I will keep applying

I see a flame in myself and ignite it

I sell what they buying won't melt in a fire

My aura raised it's gravity defiant

You keep on implying then you stop replying

But if I do that then I would be wrong and it don't take much

But running back and forth to you feel like suicide

And I'd be lying

If I say I ain't tired

Of letting the ones around me abuse my love