Sick and Disgusting

Remember the time you said, "Son, it'll be alright"?

Remember the time you said, "Son, it'll be just fine"?

Well, I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough

And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved

I just wanna feel loved

I just wanna feel loved

Remember the time I said, "God, I'm ready to die"?

Remember the time I said, "God, just take my life"?

Remember the time that I cried every single night?

And every thought about myself was out of spite

Sick joke, sick joke

That's all I'll ever be to anyone

Sick joke, sick joke

That's all you'll ever be to anyone

I'm nothing but sick and disgusting

I'm nothing but sick and disgusting

God, I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die

God, I'm too much of a coward to give you my life

And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night

But if you want me, I'm gonna stay here and fight 'til you say

"Son, your heart is mine"

Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Daddy, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting