Only I Could Know

I closed my door Killed the lights Poured some red Load my pipe And I'm gone I'm gone And I wonder how I wound up her Fast forward the last five years Of my life My life But only I could know How I ended up alone Yes, only I could know How I ended up alone All my high school friends are having kids Settling down White picket fence around the yard Round the yard But I'm still here in second gear Reaching 'round for lightswitches in the dark In the dark But only I could know How I ended up alone Yes, only I could know How I ended up alone All alone All alone All alone All alo-one Only I could know What I took for granted Only I have felt her in my hands So only I could know What it's like to let her go And watch her fall in love All over Again I close my door Kill the lights Pull the sheets over my eyes And I'm... Gone