What If?

I look forward, maybe in time This'll be behind me and gone I wish I could change it now but I'm confused and I don't know how. Scared of, "It'll never be," so I keep this all inside of me. What I'm feeling is so strong and I make it feel like something's wrong. I worry about being rejected and that outweighs determination. This is my life and I just can't seem to get it right. I dream but I don't know, it's just no use. The longer I think, the more I'm confused My head in a cloud and sleepless nights. Thinkin' about those thoughts of mine. I would love to talk to you, probably something I'll never do. Scared of "It'll never be," so I keep it all inside of me. You'll end up an other regret. Someone I won't forget. This is my life and I just can't seem to get it right. I dream but I don't know, it's just no use. The longer I think, the more I'm confused. I see you alone but I'm shy. I see you all alone. I wish I could show you the world. Stare at the sky so blue. I want to tell you that I'm in love with you. I'll only lose to myself. If I keep my thoughts on the shelf. I let you walk by. I should have tried.