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And just like that, in the blink of an eye Days, months and years have been and gone I look back on all the opportunities I've had and then lost I know I should be grateful for all the things I've experienced But they're bitter-sweet victories that seem to be meaningless Nothing has changed, I've just aged I watch as my life goes to waste Depression is my default Silver linings are nothing but just false hope There's comfort in not caring I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything Decades of daydreaming But always exhausted by never achieving Am I naive or ignorant Hard to tell when I've never known any different None of this is real, it's all just noise, it's burning my ears We tell ourselves it'll all work out just to numb the fear But I'm afraid of the consequences of missing out I thought by now I'd have all I want, but instead, I'm full of doubt Nothing has changed, I've just aged I watch as my life goes to waste Depression is my default Silver linings are nothing but just false hope There's comfort in not caring I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything Decades of daydreaming But always exhausted by never achieving Am I naive or ignorant Hard to tell when I've never known any different Depression is my default Silver linings are nothing but just false hope There's comfort in not caring I can't be hurt if I can't feel anything Decades of daydreaming But always exhausted by never achieving Am I naive or ignorant Hard to tell when I've never known any different