Trauma Euphoria

I smiled for the first time Today serotonin filled my brain Then flashbacks reminded Me of all the sadness I had seen Retreating back into the dark with guilt heavy in my heart How could I let such trauma manifest as euphoria Drag me into the dark It's safer where you Can't see my scars Trauma take me away (take me away) Hold me close in your Sweet embrace Hand in hand we run Towards the edge of Oblivion Headfirst down the abyss I never thought it would End like this I'm so sorry that I forgot All of the things that I had lost I didn't mean to entertain The idea of happiness Again Selfish thoughts of Moving on how could I Be so ignorant Sickly sweet taste of pain I'll never doubt your love again I surrender To the suffering Can't remember How to function Without struggling Drag me into the dark It's safer where you Can't see my scars Trauma take me away (take me away) Hold me close in your Sweet embrace Hand in hand we run Towards the edge of Oblivion Headfirst down the abyss (down the abyss) I never thought it would End like this