Perspectives

Let's take this from the start, am I without a heart? Hypnotized, paralyzed, trapped in paranoia Digging ditches, digging deeper, never finding any closure What's the point? I'll turn the page and cycle back again I've lost convictions and the will to fight Cause I'll just f**k it all up again I'm swallowed by the sadness, devoured by the madness Liability concealed in misery Concealed in misery Pathetic Cause I've been drowning in the undertow Blacked out, now I'm falling down the rabbit hole (Rabbit hole) Cause I've been searching for a reason, something to believe in Help me find a meaning Chewed up, spit out, all alone in the dark No hope, no heart, falling back to the start Cause I've been searching for a reason, something to believe in Help me find a meaning Another counterpart with memory of the dark Fleeting fantasies of living instability Can't atone, self-destructions all I've ever known Slipping through the cracks, falling into the black Systematic psychosis masked by panic attacks Contorted reflections, with sinister complexions How could a rose ever bloom when you just poison the roots? Cycles keep repeating falling further down the rabbit hole Negligent narcissist a paradox I can't resist Slipping, falling, fading, paranoia masquerading A life lived polarised, a state of mind they prescribe What's left there to trust When it's yourself that you disgust Cause I keep searching for a reason to follow through Cause I've been drowning in the undertow Blacked out, now I'm falling down the rabbit hole (Rabbit hole) Cause I've been searching for a reason, something to believe in Help me find a meaning Chewed up, spit out, all alone in the dark No hope, no heart, falling back to the start Cause I've been searching for a reason, something to believe in Help me find a meaning When all that's grey fades to black No hope of going back No hope of going back Out How could a rose ever bloom When you just poison the roots?