Over & Over

This song right here goes out to everybody that's ever had bullshit Ever dealt with dumb shit Ever had fake ass homies that left them in a rut Ever had anything go wrong, man This is life, this is the way life fuckin happens Life goddammit Once again, you'll be shit on. Expect it. Move forward and keep fucking going In this day to day life, waking up just to sleep A grasp on the surreal is all that I can keep Every time I get ahead I get knocked back down And whenever I need help ain't nobody around I wanna finish up this race I don't care if I win I don't even give a fuck what place I come in I'm sick of bumming change just to get a pack of smokes And waiting for a homie with bud to spare tokes I must've fucked up in a past life or somethin' To keep on endin' up with absolutely nothing Nice guys finish last and I proved it to be true So you don't need to ask why I'm an asshole to you My patience is done Finito Expired I'm sick of being shit on, doubted, and called a liar I'm tired of busting my ass at jobs to get fired I guess I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired Over and over I get knocked back down Knocked back Over and over And I can't seem to get back up Over and over I get knocked back, knocked back, down Over and over And I can't seem to get back up I'm fucked My old lady left cause I can't feed myself In the kitchen, there's a pantry full of empty ass shelves It's not that I'm a bum I'm just a victim of circumstance Wishin' and prayin' somebody'd give me half a chance My life's never been easy It's about that time It's either things change for me or it's a life of crime There's a lot of bullshit I'd love to leave behind And it'd be great if I could make it disappear with a rhyme Everytime I get ahead I fall further behind I feel like God hates me so he hits rewind I try to keep my head up and act like nothin's wrong But if that was the case you wouldn't be hearin' this song It's gotten to the point I can't take it no more This weight that I carry's got me feelin' really sore And if I don't do something quick I'll end it for sure I guess they'll get the message with my fuckin' brains on the floor Over and over I get knocked back down Knocked back Over and over And I can't seem to get back up Over and over I get knocked back, knocked back, down Over and over And I can't seem to get back up I'm fucked So go ahead doc, prescribe me some of them pills I'd really love the opportunity to see how normal feels Maybe it'll level me out and get rid of these urges It might even sedate some of these violent surges It's not that I'm insane I'm just stressed the fuck out And the way I feel inside can't really be what life's about I wish my boat would hurry up and come on in Why am I the one that's let down again and again Again and again Let's try over and over Sometimes I feel like the world gave me the cold shoulder Feels like I'm stuck and nobody cares I'm only 24 I'm on the verge of gray hairs I keep on scrappin' though cause I gotta survive I gotta whole new reason now to keep me alive So if you're feeling this shit Then just let me know Because this world is too cold to go at it alone Over and over I get knocked back down Knocked back Over and over And I can't seem to get back up Over and over I get knocked back, knocked back, down Over and over And I can't seem to get back up I'm fucked