Strait Jacket

Why do I feel the way I feel inside Like every time I open up my eyes I wanna die I'm strugglin' to stay awake as my life creeps by And every second that I'm conscious I just wanna be high Nothing ever goes right It's quite the opposite in fact I'm doin' everything I can to keep myself intact I finish one scene and now it's on to the next act and I'm not goin' anywhere That's not a promise it's a blood sworn pact So Fuck you if you don't like who I am You're walkin' through the game And bitch I'm on the tram I'm makin' my own way I'm payin' my own dues Like Dora, I'm explorin' always lookin' for more clues I don't take what people say with a grain of salt because that don't do shit I take it with antibiotics cause most people make me sick Keep on watchin' mother fucker Cause I just might do a trick And then I'll tell you all to suck it when I pull out my dick, cause You cannot hold me back Cause Imma keep on goin' You cannot hold me down Bitch Imma keep on growing You cannot stop me I'm never gonna get stuck Don't even think I care Bitch I don't give a fuck You cannot hold me back Bitch Imma keep on goin' You cannot hold me down Cause Imma keep on growing You cannot stop me I'm never gonna get stuck Don't even think I care Bitch I don't give a fuck Don't make me give a fuck less than I already do Because it won't phase me but I'm pretty sure it's gonna be bad news for you I'll leave you guessin' like a long ass game of Clue Until I show up on the scene and treat it like a football banner and smash through I could scream till my eyes bleed and my face turns blue And beg somebody to prove just one of my words untrue I want you to all think for a second So go ahead and chew How come there's so many people that do this shit that sound like poo I'm tired of being treated like the dumb kid in the fifth grade The whole reason I got in this game was so I could get paid That's why I picked up a pen and learned a new trade And the whole reason why when I touch a beat that bitch gets slayed I've dropped to my knees I've hoped and I've prayed So many times I've wanted to leave but still stayed Good things in life are never handed out Their made And I want you to feel every one of these words every time that this song's played Cause You cannot hold me back Cause Imma keep on goin' You cannot hold me down Bitch Imma keep on growing You cannot stop me I'm never gonna get stuck Don't even think I care Bitch I don't give a fuck You cannot hold me back Bitch Imma keep on goin' You cannot hold me down Cause Imma keep on growing You cannot stop me I'm never gonna get stuck Don't even think I care Bitch I don't give a fuck In a straight jacket You can't restrain me The shackles of life aren't even strong enough to contain me I'm going nowhere I'll be here a whole lot longer And life hasn't killed me yet It's made me a whole lot stronger The pieces of my life don't fit together on their own So I cut em' into what I want and put em' where I want em' to go Fuck fate I make my own path I'm leavin' the whole world in my dust so it can stare at my ass Cause You cannot hold me back Cause Imma keep on goin' You cannot hold me down Bitch Imma keep on growing You can not stop me I'm never gonna get stuck Don't even think I care Bitch I don't give a fuck You can not hold me back Bitch Imma keep on goin' You can not hold me down Cause Imma keep on growing You can not stop me I'm never gonna get stuck Don't even think I care Bitch I don't give a fuck