Wasted

Just feel like I'm always running, you know? Yeah It's like I've been running from the devil on these late nights Trying everything to settle, get my pace right I lay stressing in my bed 'til I go to sleep That's for anyone who wonders what my day like Feel the tears in my eyes, but I hold back Like the more that I struggle, I just fall flat It's the worst type of sad that you can't explain Got me stuck inside my mind and it's all black As if I'm giving up on life, tryna live a dream Now I'm constantly running, here, let me set the scene Often broke and alone, so I coped on my own 'Til eventually I was lost somewhere in between Somewhere far between the past and the place I'm going Got some scars on my heart that I'm never showing Rather keep to myself than to plead for your help It's why I'm craving nicotine when the liquor flowing See the smile on my face, say it take time But the timing is killing me, rather fake mine The obsessions of depressed and awake minds Is it fate trying to tell me something I can't see? A lot of this is really starting to seem like the same lines A feeling that been killing me slowly If I'm real, ain't nobody truly know me A cold world when the days all lonely It's got me spilling out my guts and my secrets When I'm staring at the moon, it's a reflex Wishing I could bring back who I once was But maybe then this whole song would just mean less I'm still praying when I'm gone they'll remember me And the days I was broke they won't ever see Temptation in my veins, tryna hold on Make the song start to sound like a memory (like a memory) Yeah (ay) I'm still, I'm still, I'm still tryna run from myself (yeah) I'm still, I'm still, I'm still tryna run from myself (I just never ran away with you) I'm still, I'm still, I'm still tryna run from myself (yeah) Say, I'm still, I'm still, I'm still tryna