Here Alone

Feels like I'm at the bottom of hell Got a lot of fake people out here wishing me well Friends or foe, I don't know, it's getting harder to tell Got my walls up, regardless ima stick to myself I just deaden all my feelings that I had and i felt It's until you hit the bottom, people come out and help And that's if they help, people only care for themselves The only W they take is when you're taking an L Tell 'em farewell, yes for real, hope they know it Kinda like I did ex, I left her broken I can tell she's been lying, I didn't show it Until she said that one lie, then I explode That only showed how easy she can lie And how deceitful she can be when she's cry I see evil in her eyes, they say the devil tends to be in disguised As the person those close in your life I hadda kick her aside (Yeah yeah) Moving on, move along, swear I been thru it all You ever feel like your mind is a cell And you're walking thru hell And you don't know who to call Who would you call Cuz I tried calling, no ones answering Not my soul, not my friends, not even my family No more asking for help, that's the last from me Rather be alone, then have these snakes stand with me, damn I'm finally charged up I spent the last year moving with my guard up It's deeper than music I don't care for stardom It's me myself and I, you don't wanna cross us Y'all just stay out of our way, that's perfect Looking for the answers still, I'm searching Just cuz my heads down don't mean I'm nervous It means that I'm working You can tell, you can tell I Can't see me quitting as an option Relaying to myself that i got this, woke up Feeling grateful glory to god I know he's got me on his watchlist, hold up Tired of waiting, no patience You gon' see me rise, that's for a fact I'm bring all the real rap back Spilling all of my feelings Getting my life on track, let's go On a journey that I travel alone Some join, some left, now I'm all my own Those who tried to reap the benefits, I let 'em go I need real ones around me that are chasing our goal There's a high standard, that i continue to hold It's separates me from everybody I know I don't associate with nobody, I can't and i won't I'd rather do me while they keep doing the most Broke out my lows, and now I'm just rising again At least think so, cuz I tend to spiral again My mood swings got me fighting against Myself, cuz i feel like my life's so on the edge And i always pledge the next days gunna get better I wake up, feel the same, throw my hands up whatever Sometimes you gotta move when life isn't together Cuz the ones depending on you, need you way more than ever And they need me, so I'm give it everything that i got In this wicked industry that's everything that I'm not A bunch of sell outs, that will do anything for a shot To get famous, they'll stomp you to their way to the top These phony ass blood suckers needed to be stopped The only relationship I water is between me and god And thru him, it's all possible, I can not be stopped He's the reason i get strength when I'm against the odds and I'm Finally charged up I spent the last year moving with my guard up It's deeper than music I don't care for stardom It's me myself and i, you don't wanna cross us Y'all just stay out of our way, that's perfect Looking for the answers still, I'm searching Just cuz my heads down don't mean I'm nervous It means that I'm working You can tell, you can tell I Can't see me quitting as an option Relaying to myself that i got this, woke up Feeling grateful glory to god I know he's got me on his watchlist, hold up Tired of waiting, no patience You gon' see me rise, that's for a fact I'm bring all the real rap back Spilling all of my feelings Getting my life on track, let's go Ohhhh, Ooo, Ooo, Ooo Believe in myself Oh No