If everything I sacrificed was lost, then how could I come back

Back when I ain't try to heal my cause, I keep pushing but some way I always fall

Gravity gon' keep me on my ass at any way or any cost

Said I can't lose if I just give this shit my all

My mother on the other line like, son, you shouldn't fall said

I keep seeing all these demons on my walls I know that I'm the ticket if I fall, then we all fall

It's like there's anger and war, but which one bound to make me feel?

There's elegance in violence, but no voices for the real its Like I

Come from oppression, how my choices hold my will

We put here for a lesson, how my soul was born to heal My mind is dangerous, my voice got power shit for real

If God wasn't your enemy, then maybe you could heal

There's power in defiance, you control what you make real

Religion and confidence, but you only pray from guilt

Don't lose yourself, cause then they win I cried when I heard heaven let you in

Like God just please forgive me for my sins I'm walking down a path that never, never wants to end

Like, and I ain't been the same since ever since

If someone took your heart, would you go kill or go forgive

If you walked in the dark since you was ten, would you still live

If you had all these scars, would you still hold them fuckin' in

I pray one day my son don't take them meds It's all this fuckin' shit inside my head

Drugs got me paranoid, shit be what I said Prayin' straight to God, hope he handle all the rest

It's like there's anger and war, but which one bound to make me feel?

There's elegance in violence, but no voices for the real its Like I come from oppression, how my choices hold my Will

We put here for a lesson, how my soul was born to heal

My mind is dangerous, my voice got power

Shit for real, if God wasn't your enemy, then maybe you could heal

There's power in defiance, you control what you make real

Religion and confidence, but you only pray from guilt