Uh!

I can't believe this shit

I might become a dad

I barely even know the chick and that's what makes me sad

I shoulda wrapped up

shoulda played it small

But I was thinking with my dick instead of thinking with my heart

And now I'm dealing with the consequence of being a father.

And I can't even love myself, that's what makes it harder

How the fuck am I suppose to raise a child.

When I can't even raise my self, always feeling down.

And it's been killing me!

I can't even barely eat, I been drinking bottles trying to wash away the misery.

Trying to find a way out, hoping imma wake up!

But this is real life ain't no nightmare to wake from.

I really don't know what the fuck to think.

Stomach in knot, puking in the fucking sink.

I can't believe my own seed is maybe on its way.

I can't believe my own seed could be here any day!

Uh! I can't believe im bout to have a kid!

This shit is crazy cause there isn't much that I can give!

And that's what makes me sick, yea that's what hurts the most!

I love you way to much for me to let you go, but if I dont I know that you might suffer.

I barely know myself or your own damn mother.

And it's shameful, how the fuck I get myself here.

How the fuck, how the fuck I get myself here!

Forgive me father, I'm sorry for my fuck up.

I shoulda thought about my actions not a quick bust.

And here I am, crying like a little bitch cause I know that I was wrong and now I'm paying for what I did!

Will you forgive me?!

Baby I'm talking to you, cause your my child imma make sure we pull it through.

And I ain't giving up, baby I ain't giving up!

Even if I gotta put my life down to pick you up.

I just pray that I won't let you down.

I hope that I can make you proud in this world of doubt.

But I can't promise, baby I can only try.

And that's what scares me is knowing that I can't provide, knowing that I can't provide.

And I ain't running from it, let alone to try and hide.

Cuz imma fight for you, baby I would die for you, dedicate my life, sacrifice to make it right for you.

Whatever happens know I love you, even when the pressure gets high, won't let it crush you.

Whatever happens know I love you, protect you with my life, won't let a damn thing touch you!

Uh! I can't believe im bout to have a kid!

This shit is crazy cause there isn't much that I can give!

And that's what makes me sick, yea that's what hurts the most!

I love you way to much for me to let you go, but if I dont I know that you might suffer.

I barely know myself or your own damn mother.

And it's shameful, how the fuck I get myself here.

How the fuck, how the fuck I get myself here!