Everything I Ever Thought I Knew

I thought I was an outcast I thought I stood alone A rogue, a theif, a joker No place to call my own I thought no one could love me And how could I have known I was wrong Oh so wrong And then I thought I found it A dream that I could share I thought I was so lucky It almost wasn't fair I thought I knew my purpose I thought that I knew where I belong But I was wrong Everything I ever thought I knew Where I've been, where I'm going Everything I counted on turned out to be untrue Could've guessed, should've known Now I do Everything I've yearned for Everything I planned All my sweetest memories were castles made of sand Now that it's all crumbling, help me understand If none of it was really me, Then who am I suppose to be? And everything I ever thought I knew Every hope, every feeling Love and trust and happiness They're done, they're gone, they're through And what's left, me alone Once again, should've known Now I do I guess my life meant nothing I guess it was a sham I guess I'm someone else now I wonder who I am