No Home

I was lost in space 'til you found me I'm from another planet but your's borrowed me I exist to love, I am recycled carbon I'm just what you think of while you howl at the moon So when you're feeling lousy know that others feel too like Victims to the rhythm; under moonlight you're aroused The energy was beautiful the vibe ran laps around me Gold on my nose, around my neck and in my mind You cannot stop me, you cannot harm me I gotta pill for every feeling feed them to me, feel me dude These doctors with prescriptions really don't know shit about me My life a fable, my mind unstable I'm calling tales, raising eyebrows; y'all suspicions Bipolar romantic, superstitious, hope for Christmas Seems all my life I've been wishing for this moment When it rained it poured it hailed it snowed now do I even want it? I was drowning in the ocean I was scared of getting sober I don't know what I've been told All my friends are turning over Mama said just come back home I don't really got a home Be the lighthouse in the ocean Help me find my way just show me Structuring confessions rhyme repressed memories About why I'm so diffferent, why I'm such a mess If the shoe fits, wear it When it's worn out, fuck it Promise if you own it and you want it they will love it Just a weak teen couldn't speak, couldn't eat, scared to sleep Roommate had the power had the numbers persecuted me I hate that motherfucker couldn't go home for a week Started burning trees just to cure anxiety I was living in fear of a lie, laid low all the time Always had death on my mind, everybody dies Please stare at all of my scars, they'll never dry And if I leave you these wings, promise you'll learn how to fly I was drowning in the ocean I was scared of getting sober I don't know what I've been told All my friends are turning over Mama said just come back home I don't really got a home Be the lighthouse in the ocean Help me find my way just show me Its over now We've came so far We've erased one another So take a step back, be proud And when you're feeling down Just fly away, fly back home I promise I'll see you soon I was drowning in the ocean I was scared of getting sober I don't know what I've been told All my friends are turning over Mama said just come back home I don't really got a home Be the lighthouse in the ocean Help me find my way just show me