Love Me Again

Heard you got a new nigga Laying in my bed but it feel a little bigger I was so young when I fell in love with her Trying to forget but I tend to reminisce When scrolling through old pictures Woah Been living with pain day to day Thinking about the shit I should've said that I ain't get to say Tryna move on for so long but I can't find a way Wish memories would pull up like Kobe and just fade away Mentally don't know what you did to me Nothing I could do that would erase all of this history All this heart damage turned me into a savage How our happiest memories also make me the saddest You thе only one I would run to Needed an escapе you was the one who'd always come through Though you not mine I always wonder what you up to I can't explain why but I guess that's just what love do And I really miss your energy Don't know what you meant to me Fuck Snapchat always bringing up our memories You the only one I can say really accepted me Though I still remember every secret that you said to me Wish that you was all mine Honestly I'm not fine Guess we fucked up and found love at the wrong time But I'm still chasing after you Tryna find a way back to you If I knew that'd be the last time I'd ever get to hold you Then I would've held you longer Tend to blame myself know I should've held on Wish I was a little bit stronger for you Know it hurts there ain't no need to pretend I can try to make it right But I can't make you love me again Everyday gets harder You pushing me farther Killing me inside but I'm acting like I'm unbothered Turning me cold hearted Since the day that we parted Wishing that I could take it all back to where we had started Back then we was only friends Started off so beautiful but look at where we end Only opened up to you I wouldn't let nobody in I don't think no one can ever make my heart do that again But I still wish the best for you Never gonna change that Hoping there's a spark inside this bond to bring our flame back Smile on my face but my eyes holding rain back I'll just take our memories and bury in where my pain at Never been in love till now this is new to me Do I miss us or am I missing who we used to be Really got me tripping can't explain what you do to me When I said I love you understand I said that truthfully So hold on tight for the ride it get bumpy I know that it's selfish but I'm hoping you still love me I just never thought we would be in this position In fact it became so different influenced by bad decisions I wish that you was all mine Honestly I'm not fine Guess we fucked up and found love at the wrong time But I'm still chasing after you Tryna find a way back to you If I knew that'd be the last time I'd ever get to hold you Then I would've held you longer Tend to blame myself know I should've held on Wish I was a little bit stronger for you Know it hurts there ain't no need to pretend I can try to make it right But I can't make you love me again