Polaroid

Oh Hicks made this shit I see you doing well I know you happy as can be And I'm tryna be happy that you happier than me Went from lovers now we enemies Why can't you be dead to me Cause then I wouldn't have to wish these memories Would just fade away like polaroids Guess that I don't got a choice Singing out my heart to you but feel like I don't got a voice Wanna be the one that make you smile like he does I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love Wish you'd fade away like polaroids Feel like I can hear your voice I just turned my music up hoping that it's gon' drown the noise I had let you down he came around and picked you up I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love You deserve better than what I could give I'm tryna say fuck it, it is what it is Hard to say that when I keep looking back Reminiscin' about all of that shit that we did Remember when I had first met you we started as friends That's when we started getting attached You had me scared that I might fall in love again And my heart wasn't ready for that The sound of your voice really hit when I hear it The smile on your face it do something to my spirit I put my heart in a cage and I locked it away But you still find a way to get near it How you, find love in a heart so cold I know that you probably wanna let me go I'm alone tryna write these wrongs I know that you probably hate me for sure Girl did I hurt you I can't take it back Hope you know that was never the goal Having your favorite scrunchie On top of my wrist it felt better than having it froze Can't let it go, I'm tryna hide all this pain If you look at my eyes it'll show You were my ride or die but we still alive Guess this is the end of the road Know you happy as can be And I'm tryna be happy that you happier than me Went from lovers now we enemies Why can't you be dead to me Cause then I wouldn't have to wish these memories Would just fade away like polaroids Guess that I don't got a choice Singing out my heart to you but feel like I don't got a voice Wanna be the one that make you smile like he does I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love Wish you'd fade away like polaroids Feel like I can hear your voice I just turned my music up hoping that it's gon' drown the noise I had let you down he came around and picked you up I guess I can't accept you need a different type of love