Splitting My Scars

Maybe I lost you too early, running from things that weren't after me

I've been scared since you left here, now I sleep with my feet under the sheets

And I tend to struggle with feelings, I don't know when to tell you I'll stay

So you'll leave in the morning, and I'll pretend it's better this way

You left the water running, now the floors falling through

But the house is standing, I don't know what that still says about you

I needed reassurance when all you gave me was broken words

I'll make sense of your nonsense. I'll find your love in your lack of words

I've always loved you like I'm loving someone with one more day

I'll bend at your decisions, carry the weight of what you weigh

And I'm aware that you're splitting my scars

But in another world you're healing my heart

I like the pain that you bring me, I like the way it stings my skin

And call me crazy for it~but I feel alive when you're wearing me thin

So I'll find my power in grieving, I'll watch the snow on the ground

I'll remember you standing, I lose myself when you're not around

I've always loved you like i'm loving someone with one more day

I'll bend at your decisions, carry the weight of what you weigh

And I'm aware that you're splitting my scars

But in another world you're healing my heart

And I'll remember every part of it

I see you inside my mind

I lost myself at the start the start of it

So you can sort through what's left behind

I've always loved you like i'm loving someone with one more day

I'll bend at your decisions, carry the weight of what you weigh

And I'm aware that you're splitting my scars

But in another world you're healing my heart