Lying Anyway

Do you ever wanna hide and run away? 'Cause it's easier than dealin' with the pain If I said I really told you how I feel I'd be lyin' to myself, I'm lyin' You can call me in the night, I'll be awake Lately, I ain't even sleepin' anyway When I told you that I moved on I was lyin' to your face And I'll be lyin' anyway I'm just tryna find a way To get over this To get over us (yeah) You left me, I'd be lyin' if I said I'm doin' well You were my heaven on earth, now I feel like I'm in hell I'm still tryna understand the reasons that you left I don't know why I keep hope You told me that it's over, we ain't never gettin' back For some reason, my heart isn't understandin' that I tried, I swear I tried to let you go And I'll be lyin' anyway I'm just tryna find a way To get over this To get over us Do you ever wanna hide and run away? 'Cause it's easier than dealin' with the pain If I said I really told you how I felt I'd be lyin' to myself, I'm lyin' You can call me in the night, I'll be awake Lately, I ain't even sleepin' anyway When I told you that I moved on I was lyin' to your face And I'll be lyin' anyway I'm just tryna find a way To get over this To get over us Trust me, I don't wanna lie I promise, I have tried To get over this I can't get over this The day you left I swear you took all of my happiness It's hard to see you bein' happy with somebody else I don't want what's best for you, I want you to myself Maybe I'm selfish, oh well (The day you left I swear you took all of my happiness) (It's hard to see you bein' happy with somebody else) (I don't want what's best for you, I want you to myself) (Maybe I'm selfish, oh well) I'd be lyin' if I said I moved on I'd be lyin' if I said I'm alright I'd be lyin' if I said I'm stayin' strong When I'm still losin' sleep at night I'd be lyin' if I said I'm not still fallin' Head over heels for you Heels for you And I'll be lyin' anyway I'm just tryna find a way To get over this To get over us Trust me, I don't wanna lie I promise, I have tried To get over this I can't get over this