Mercy

It's 3 o'clock in the mornin I cannot sleep, I am zonin Jump in the whip, take a ride Cruise the streets & get high Reflecting deep on my past, man Life's movin' too fast Turn on some tunes, feel it right Let the beat be my guide Sometimes I feel so alone & I cannot pick up the phone It's just too hard to reach out When you're so stuck in this cloud I'm starin' at my reflection Askin' myself for direction Threw my fist into the glass To watch it bleed, feel it last Maybe I did it to feel Maybe I did it to chill Needed to remember I'm real Sometimes I feel like I've killed The man I thought that I am But that person, may he be damned 'Cause I'ma rise up again And be the best that I can, fuck it Please, oh god, have mercy I'm just tryna live my life Visions now of pullin' a Mercielago Understand I'm tryna survive Mercy, Mercy Mercy, Mercy Understand I'm tryna survive I'm just tryna drip on ya lately Understand I'm tryna survive my life Understand I'm tryna survive Me & you, we're tryna survive So many feelin's I'm dealin' And my head's spinnin' & spinnin' Man, I'm just trying to win it But my vice strong like a demon Force me to break down & give in I've got no answers or healin' But I'll keep dealin' & dealin' Find a way out while I'm breathin' You hear the pain in this song Figure out the right from the wrong But baby don't wait too long 'Cause tomorrow I might be gone To my addiction, I'm bound No sympathy to be found So pull me out 'fore I drown Or buried 6' underground Please, oh god, have mercy I'm just tryna live my life Visions now of pullin' a Mercielago Understand I'm tryna survive Mercy, Mercy Mercy, Mercy Understand I'm tryna survive I'm just tryna drip on ya lately Understand I'm tryna survive my life Understand I'm tryna survive Me & you, we're tryna survive Fraggin', I'm draggin' I P-C-ate you, race flaggin' I need you & your distractions I need you countin' my stacks Back of the truck & we fuckin' Lovin' you suckin my neck & You're gone, I'm zoned in, I'm ownin' What's left? This bottle of Patron Cop a couple of shots Enough to hide from the cops Enough to hide from the thoughts Buried inside that I've thought Rock bottom's right where I sit How many rips 'till I'm lit How long 'till I got to shit A couple mil on this drip Rock bottom's right where I sit How many rips 'till I'm lit