A Glimmer of Hope

A glimmer of hope

I hold it in my hand

Watch it slip away

It's gone again

This feeling will pass

Someday so will I

A bitter old man

Who was too scared to try again

It's stuck in my mind

I need to feel this

I've spent my life

Wondering why I always avoid feeling alive

I'm repeating myself

This shit never ends

I brace for the crash

Before I begin

This hole in my heart

Is all I can bear

There's no way I can't go wandering there again

It's stuck in my mind

I need to feel this

I've spent my life

Wondering why I always avoid feeling alive