Finally Fine

Who knows where I've been

I locked myself within

A cage where not a single thing

Could bother me

I feel her on my skin

As my mind's wandering

I step into the light

That I've been hiding from

I've spent too much time

Stuck inside my head

I'm finally fine

I'm not waiting to be dead

And now I know I won't be

Walking down that road ever again

The prison that I built 

Out of shame and guilt 

Was weaker than I ever 

Could have realized

Laying very still

Her breath is all I feel

I finally see that it's ok to be alive

I've spent too much time

Stuck inside my head

I'm finally fine

I'm not waiting to be dead

And now I know I won't be

Walking down that road ever again

Too much time

Stuck inside my head

I'm finally fine

I'm not waiting to be dead

And now I know I won't be

Walking down that road ever again