The Ocean (I Could Die)

I could die if I don't get out of here Sorry mum, you know I'd never do it But it's felt hard The city hates me It gets darker every year It's gonna eat me up Or gonna leave a scar I used to be creative But living to survive doesn't leave room for that I live to be naked But I have to be at work in an hour I forgot the ocean was there When I became aware She never left me then And in my dreams I still breathe city air When I wake up Feel like I'm choking again I run through fields now and fill my lungs to spare With air tasting so sweet My brain feels clean I live to be creative But living to survive didn't leave room for that I'm feeling more elated How can I ever go back I forgot the ocean was there When I became aware She never left me then And in my dreams I still breathe city air When I wake up Feel like I'm choking again So I start running Eyes wide open I've been ghosting all my fears The city really struck me coldy I'm still warming up it's near Waves keep crashing Wind is howling I can't be nothing but happy here I'm still learning Like flower's we're growing My walls are breaking down these cliffs I forgot the ocean was there When I became aware She never left me then And in my dreams I still breathe city air When I wake up Feel like I'm choking again Woo I start running Eyes wide open I've been ghosting all my fears The city really struck me coldy I'm still warming up it's near Waves keep crashing Wind is howling I can't be nothing but happy here I'm still learning Like flower's we're growing