Lost in this painting
Cause I'd like to be there
Out at sea
If I'm running away then
I could outrun
What's in me
I moved to the beach
And breathing that air
I got clarity
But I am still young
So it's unclear
What I can't see
I should be happy
I should be grateful
I know I wanna be
I should be fine
By now
It's been years
Since it happened to me
Put it away now
You know it's better to pushdown
Than to feel
I didn't tell you
I didn't want to
Make it real
Cause life should be fun
You know me
I've got joy enough
To steal
Why should I let it
Enter my mind
When it hurts to heal
I should be happy
I should be grateful
I know I wanna be
I should be fine
By now
It's been years
But still it comes to me
Oh, when I am alone
It comes full grown
And I can barely breathe
Oh, when you kiss me babe
It kisses me harder
That's why I freeze
I should be happy
I should be grateful
I know I wanna be
I will be fine
Sometime
It's been years
But I know I'll be happy
