Castaway

Help, it happened again A shining spectre comes to haunt me every now and then I try to talk to him instead But it always ends up with me dying while the moon turns red Then I wake up and there's no blood Just me and my alarm that went off again I ain't got time to think 'bout why My night-life keeps on fuckin' my brain Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide Am I truly holding the reins of my mind? Here in this deep, endless river, I'm just a castaway But if I could change it, I'd keep living this way Something dripping on me But there are no clouds in the sky as far as I can see Is this the right way to live? I'm holding on to someone I am getting tired to be This routine might keep me alive But is it right to pretend I'm okay? I ain't got time to think 'bout why My night-life keeps on fuckin' my brain Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide Am I truly holding the reins of my mind? Here in this deep, endless river, I'm just a castaway But if I could change it, I'd keep living this way Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide Am I truly holding the reins of my mind? Here in this deep, endless river, I'm just a castaway But if I could change it, I'd keep living this way Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide Am I truly holding the reins of my mind? You think a shore will wait for you at the end of this whole trip? But you'll end up staying afloat in the boundless sea